Bragging Rights

Ok, i need to blog this, im too excited

So im gunna brag, i apologise, i know how annoying it is! haha

First----- im down 45kg now, loving it, am size 18/20 and nearlly under 120kg! woo

Second-----i kinda started a business doing photography and omg the response is AMAZING i have so much work lined up its AWESOME, and im self taught! so yeah im pumped to say the least!

Third----I just got all my uni results back and i passed them all! YEOOOO which means i have one semester, one very hard slogging semester left and ill be fully qualified HR practicioner! yesssssss

Fourth-----a guy that has been around for a while and i are totally together, so so happy, and having a blast, we go out and get drunk with both our mates, my cirlce of friends has doubled....

Fifth-----my mum is FINALLY excited that she is getting the band in 2 weeks!!!!

So overall life is AWESOME!! couldnt be happier..........................spesh shout out to Chels and Maddie..................love u 2 girls!!!! xxxxxxxxx

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Hi
Having a thoughtful day so thought id blog it
Update- ive lost 40.3kg at last tally, im now 126.00kg...compared to my 166 in December, im stoked....6 months and 40kg gone! yeeoo

Thoughts for the day.....

dont let the band run ur life....life is out there...fkn enjoy it!!!!

We got the band coz we were morbidly obsese....so celebrate life, not the band!

Im writing this as my mum is about to get the band and ive tried to offer her some words of wisdom.....and the above is what i gave her!!!

I havent changed my life for the band, im still partying, celebrating and living my life, but just gaining bits of confidence back as i do so!

Im eating very little still, but its great, just need to get some more iron, but ive sorted that now!
Anyway, got so many little trips planned, and maybe a big move soon, so hopin it all pulls off

anyway- thats my little relapse to blogging, ill kick myself for it next week! lol

Thanks for listening to my rant!

OVER IT

Hey

Im kinda over everything today, more so this blog and everything surrounding it

I dont feel inspired- which sounds AWFUL coz u are all doing well, but i dont feel inspired to write.....i dont feel that im achieving enuf....i know i know ive done well but i dunno just stuck in a bit of a rut at the moment between the old weight and where i wanna be i guess??????

Its def a whole change of mindset and that but yeh

i think coz im so tired today as well!!

sorry just had to get that out

thanks

A

CLICK!

Well...

this is going to sound pretty shitty to some but i this is the moment i needed in myself

ok i was reading a blog today...........and realised this person is only 10kg lighter than me, but i find her stunning, and "skinny" such a WEIRD moment

so i realised, 10kg is nothing to me at the moment, its falling off like stars outta the sky...

sorry i just had to share that.........................

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

xo

Honesty.....the best policy

Well, i think its time to fess to you all the stats...........................

i think its only then that you can share my real journey

So, pre band i was 166kg, losing 8kg prior to surgery day...was stoked with that!

Now, 9 weeks on, im 145kg, well and truly on my way to skinny hot ass! hahah

It doesnt seem as much of a challenge now that im 145, which is still big but shit, in another 20 ill be 125, and then another 20 im 105...........so in 40kg time (totally gettin that done this year) ill be so so close to under 100................so its not as daunting...

Ill hopefully have some more pics after the weekend...some skinnier lookin pics! hahaha

So all, ive finally shared my darkest deepest secrets with you all! :)

xoxoxo

Lanni B

Slack Bottom Jeans!

Ok ok so ive been slack!!!!! I just dont know waht to type...i get bored with things very easily too haha

but its been a good week, apart from 12 hours of exams! lol

Food choices going really well and excercise too!!! been walkin up the beach with dad who is light lightening fast so its made me work really hard in soft sand too! :S
Plus the gym in the mornings! wooo lol i do love the gym and i bought an ipod so it makes me go super fast on the bike etc! :)

Other than that, getting drunk for the next few weekends in a row, celebratin end of exams tonight and tomorrow night (yes it needs 2 nights worth after the shit i went thru)

i feel so blessed right now, i couldnt be happier in life and then i think of the poor people in the fires and the floods!!! no one deserves that hey! :( so im def shoppin at coles toda! hahah

Clothes are starting to fall off, i have a pair of jeans that i always wear to work and they like are saggin at the ass! its soo funny i cant keep them up!!!

anyway, thats it from me! ill try be better next week
xoxo

Lanni B

Just try to upset me!!!!!!!!

HI!!

Well i cant get the smile off my face!! i feel AMAZING today! :)

Ill start back on tuesday, as you know i felt my band was too tight, sunday no food was successful, monday was even worse adn by the time tuesday came i couldnt eat or drink without feeling really sick and that it stuck!!

Anyway, had appointment with Dr Fill on Tuesday and he took .5ml out, so i now have .5ml in! haha i know it sounds soo tiny but omg what a difference!!! Not only did i lose 5kg in a week and faint at work from heat exhaustion but i hadnt eaten or drunk in a LONG time!

So anyway, Wednesday was amazing for food and drink, i know its totally unhealthy but i had a cold rock vanilla milkshake and what a difference!!! i was happy again! i could drink and eat and ohhh i didnt realise how depressed i had been from struggling with every mouthful!!!

Went to gym this morning, feel sooo good again, and starting to get lots of compliments!! All my clothes are falling off me wooooooooooooooooooooooo so excited about that!

I see my best mate again in like 3 weeks so im hoping she will notice the months worth of weight loss!

Ohh and also my mate has been in Afghan for the past 6 mths and i told her when she got home i will be skinnier...anyway she is home in 2 weeks so im totally excited to see her reaction!!!

Anyway, enough of little miss happy.....i wanna punch myself for bein this happy...im waiting to been thrown back to earth..............im never allowd to stay happy before someone ruins it! lol

Thanks to all

xo