Well sorry for the delay in my next post, i have been strangely really busy!
Im trying to set up all my uni work so i have one specific place i can just sit and do that because i get distracted so easily!
Well Tomorrow i have appointment with the doc to go over all the tests and to confirm everything for surgery on the 8th! So excited about that and to see if i have lost any weight on Opti. I assume i have, like i can feel it but i would hate to jinx it right!
Thanks for all your feedback on the list...its something i felt i needed to do, and as honest and shameful as some of them are, hey, at least i can finally admit it and im only on a better path now!
Oh so on the weekend i had sizzlers....but would u believe i just ate the salad bar, no desert bar, no bread...no pasta...just hte salad bar!!! i was soo proud of myself! haha sizzlers is the ultimate pig out!!!
So its less that 3 weeks now til surgery, starting to get really nervous about it to be honest, but i know its what i want and need, i just want it now, i hate waiting! But ive read heaps, and like ive brought a pretty dress for after surgery so its loose and summery...and also some face wipes, so after surgery i can just feel fresher and also a nice lip balm! Oh and i put together an awesome playlist for my ipod so i can listen to that in recovery!!! (thanks for everyone who gave me ideas)
Do you know, i have some amazing friends, and some not so amazing. This week has been such an eye opener of the amazing ones! I had a friend really kick me while i was down this week! I wont go into detail but basically really upset me by soemthing she has said about me that is not true, and one of my most amazing friends sent me a text telling me not to be down, as i dont need people like that in my amazing life...and it actually made me cry...it is really amazing to have friends that u can share the world with....
So really, life as i know will be changing, and im sooo excited, i cant express how excited i am! obviously fellow bandsters know!!!
I dont have much else to tell today!
Blog again soon!
xoxoxoox
Lanni
2 comments:
DOn't be surprised when supposed friends get a bit upset when they think you might get thin! It's as if we might show them up some how. I hate this. It's not bad now I'm deep in middle age but I remember as a young woman that some "friends" would try and sabatage any effort I made to lose weight - bitches!! Stay on your path and be true to yourself. Not long now and good on you for being so strong at Sizzler.
Ohh thanks heaps Melanie, it is very upsetting, and its just hard to cut those negative people out of my life, but i will get there!!!!
As for Sizzlers, mmmm i could really go something yummy right now! lucky im stuck at work hey!
Thanks for ur comments! :)
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